I can share that I first got sober when I was 23 with the help of treatment and AA.
I thought I was too young, and was missing out.
I returned to drinking.
My life got worse.
I wish I stayed sober since I was 23.
I am quite sure all of the bad things in my life would not have happened if I had never returned to drinking.
Return to drinking is a return to misery at the very least.
Don't fall for the delusion.
"We learned that we had to fully concede to our innermost selves that we were alcoholics. This is the first step in recovery. The delusion that we are like other people, or presently may be, has to be smashed."
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