Hello ghammer
Your story sounds so much as mine kids, wife and once and awhile landing on the floor which is an ugly feeling yet we are different most likely in other areas but the area that matters to me is my family so I'm on day 3 after falling down and getting help up by someone I don't remember and making it home how I don't remember but today is a new beginning, I know I have a problem and had since I was 15 I'm 53 now and I'm going to do my best this time around to keep the demon in the bottle
I love life and my family so one day at a time I hope the best for you
Your friend
Paultime