Originally Posted by
mrsbrownie 
thanks lovemenot for your insight.
i know its bad for me to think this, but i just feel bad and sorry for myself that here i am hurting, while they seemed like having a good time.
I know, I understand. But would you want to be getting drunk and/or high to have "fun." Feel the pain and feel the process. Whether you know it or not..this is a great learning and growing lesson...take advantage of it.
P.S. Sorry for all the typos in my posts...I should have named myself TypeswithToes.
