Welcome azarose! - Glad you're here! Getting sober is always scary, but once you jump into it, it gets better! (feel free to start a thread and introduce yourself, if you like
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jstar - I'm sorry you're struggling. I think we've all been there, where we can only get an hour or two of relief before the misery starts coming back. Still, we're afraid to let go because it's the only thing (we think) that helps up cope. We're here for you - you really can get out of the vicious cycle!:ghug3