Yeah, it is crazy how my A seems like such a 'fun, loving guy' to everyone else. Well, LOL, to his mom. All of his other friends don't contact him much anymore, perhaps they got tired of always footing the bill to hang out with him, geeeeez, I wonder.
Anyhow, I have to hold onto the anger. If I let it go, I slip. I don't want to be angry and I am not angry (most of the time) towards others, just him. I simply am done being used and abused by a man. No matter if he 'should care' because I have a child with him, point is, he doesn't. And I personally am done.
I am glad you have let go of the anger. I hope to be there someday soon, but when I let go of my anger it will be with him out of the picture. I am pretty much sure my anger will all but evaporate once I am not living under the same roof as he is anymore.
