This is a tough reading because I want so much financially.
I have lost much financially as a result of a life spent drinking.
Ruined credit and no money or job, combined for dreams for home ownership just don't go together! LOL
So...
I have to work on myself, sobriety, and my mind versus concentrating on what I don't have, or a mad dash on how I can get it.
Money is not the answer for me. (although I am sure it would help me...see there I go again! ha)
Getting me to realize that is a different story!
I have always had trouble with wanting things, feeling badly that I don't have them, but not doing the work to get the things I think I need.
Now I get to do it differently.