Thanks everyone for your kind words. I am 4 days sober now. Went to my first AA meeting last night. It was a womans meeting and they made me feel really welcome. I will be leaving next week to New Bridge Foundation in California for rehab. They have a program tailored to military members. I am looking forward to learning some tools that will help me learn to live sober. I know it will always be in the back of my mind, but
I am so ready for this!