While using: Didn't care about anything but getting high or waiting on my dealer to refill his script.
Day 1-1 month: Kept to myself, mostly due to social anxiety issues. Was unfamiliar with how to deal with life situations without pills. I had about 1 day a week where I felt "normal".
1 month - 3 months: Good days started outweighing the bad. Lost count of days sober. Anxiety began to subside. I had about one day a week where I didn't feel "normal".
3 months-11 months and change(today): Normal behavior. Look back on myself when I was a junkie and laugh at what an idiot I was.
Hope this helps and keep your head up! It gets better!
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