I didn't mean the last part
I really didn't. I got out of bed to take it down because I don't even want that out in the universe, but I don't know how.
I do mean the rest, and I do wish I could lock her up in a room, just to see if her brain would heal and my sister would come back.... and so she would stop torturing everyone all the time and wouldn't be a danger to herself. Then we could all sleep knowing she's safe.