Enjoying the peace and quiet
Last night, I actually started enjoying the peace and quiet of the house with no AH. I do still miss him a lot, and there's times where I get weepy, but it's really nice to be in a house with no chaos going on.
My in laws haven't been around the house since he died, and there hasn't been the barrage of phone calls either. Even the dog seems to be much calmer and more settled into her new role.
I can't believe that I'm feeling this way almost a month after AH has died. The last few months of his life were torture for him, myself and his family.