Reading all of your posts feels like a warm blanket being wrapped around me. Thank you all so much.
I wonder how much of it is that I want him back, and how much of it is that I want him to want me back.
I would like to be chosen, I know that's a game I would lose. Well, I suppose I've already lost it.
Okay, back to being strong/non crazy me.
as far as parenting goes though, if the b*tch tries to undermine me again, I won't be freaking out to him, she can hear from me herself.