Thanks everyone... It's just really confusing. Some days i'm sad and feel as if I can't do a thing. Other days i'm singing and dancing as if I was still on them. I don't know what the normal me is. It's been so long since i've been without it. I'd love to know what I'll be like when everything levels out, so i'll know when i'm better. This experience is like the craziest rollercoaster ride i've ever been on. There are good days, but then I have those days that I just want to die! That makes me forget about the good times and then it just doesn't seem worth it. But i'm hanging in there! No worries
