I went back and read your past posts. I am guessing you are asking this bc you are still feeling depressed and sad? I think those are totally normal feelings to have when you are coming clean. You have covered your emotions up for so long and now they are all rushing back. I have had quite a few major crying upset spells in the past 47 days, but it is getting better and I feel like I have more of a handle on things now. You will too. Give it time. ((hugs))