You must let go of any shadows lurking in your light, You must cut any strings that are preventing you from freefalling into recovery. You must freefall into recovery. Have no thoughts holding you back, only thoughts propelling you forward.
If others cannot accept you, find some people who do, other addicts/alkies who have made it through the war victoriously. Do Not hang around with anybody who still uses or drinks unless you are not miserable enough and need some more pain.