Again, thanks to everyone for the support. I have always been one to feel that I am an amalgam of all the things at I have done - good and bad - and if I am happy with that then it is a good result. I stumble when it comes to these last three years, however, as it was so out of the blue and after so much time. I learned little from it other than my foolishness did not disappear with age. More importantly I learned that I am still susceptible and can still skip gleefully to hell without a single thought. VIGILANCE - a necessity.
All of your words and advice have been inspiring and heard with gratitude.
I enjoy the wordy replies because I get to see more of you that way but Dee you manage to say so much in so few words.