Hi Highbottom
I think most of us are unwilling to give up drinking at first, regardless of the negative consequences we see our drinking cause....most of us try our darnedest to get away with as much as we can...if 12 drinks is ok...maybe 6 will be twice as good...?
of course it never turns out that way - once I drink, I change...that change is out of my control.
Any amount of alcohol Is bad for me. The only way I ever moved forward was by turning my back on it completely.
I really hope you decide to give that a go too
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