Welcome to the site people will help you with their advice. Withdrawling from alcohol is no laughing matter, hoopefully you can find the proper help and not do this on your own but if you can my hats off to you! There was no middle of the roed solution one to two drinks/drugs always lead back to that drunking state eventually. They have medications for alcohol withdrawls which is more healthier than detoxing yourself!
I will pray for you God bless!!!