Hello and welcome! Congrats on your first day. I'm not able to 'cut back' on alcohol - for me there was either sober or totally drunk and no in-between. Once I had one drink, I had to have lots more, there was no way I could control the amount I drank, and that's why I have to stop drinking entirely and not touch another drop again. How are you cutting back? Are you able to say "that's enough now?" I think it's great that you're trying to cut back, don't get me wrong, I just would never be able to do that! Good luck with your journey and all the best!