Payton. Our love. Our sweet devine. I'm here! I'm listening to you. Post at will. Let it out. I can see your emotions are all over the board. Me too. So let's hang together, eh? You are an amazing woman. So few are able to share an inch of their emotions and troubles, yet you are able to lay it all out. That's a beautiful thing, girl. Being vulnerable is one of the toughest, yet most important things we addicts can and should do. It allows us to let others embrace us for who we are. It enables us to finally be ourselves. It's a good thing, Payton.
By the way, your avatar (and Thursday's), reminds me of my great, great aunt, the wonderful and wacky Lillian Russell.