Thanks live. I'm feeling lost today. My work day is over and I stopped in here for a moment. I laughed really hard today! My girlfriends here at work are some of the most wonderful friends and co-workers I've ever had. I love how much it makes me smile to just be around them...but, there is still something missing. I've lost something that hasn't come back yet and I can already feel the stress mounting again.
I'm usually such a driven person - a get up and go-get what I want. Although now, I know what I should be doing and wanting to do and I keep getting thoughts about being back on my "original" path, but I just don't have the drive or energy to act on any of it. Staying locked up in my house for a week or two at a time was a sad and lonely existence. I absolutely hated to run out of cigerettes and have to get dressed and find shoes and purse and go to the store and then have to get gas too. All while, OF COURSE, the clerk had to be a butt head aboutnot having my lisence with me.
Anyway, the other photog came in and I'm on his computer.
I'll talk to ya later,
Jenna