Good job on getting that list of meetings!
Don't be dissappointed in yourself - it sounds to me like one of those growing experiences that aren't necessarily fun at the time. And really, you've got a lot going on. Usually when I start thinking about a drink, it's because I'm feeling overwhelmed, since I'm supposed to have it all under control (like that's ever going to happen!). I have to keep reminding myself to slow things down, appreciate the moment, be good to myself, etc....... still learning, but when I make the effort to practice, I feel so much more peaceful.
I hope you find a great meeting nearby and go to one of those nice places for lunch, too!
