Ive decided to take my 2yr old son to visit family out of town & be my date to my cousins wedding!Holidays like fathers day are emotional for those of old enough to understand its significance &thankfully my son doesnt yet. I will try my best not to let my spirits get down. I already sent my dad a card w new pictures of us. Its been a month since my axbf has even called or seen my son so i doubt itll be any different. For my sons sake id allow them time together but leaving this weekend is a scapegoat for me bc i have a slight feeling my AX will try to be holiday dad like he always does and im not dealing w that!