Hear hear! Lovemenot fantastic response. I have now taken the time to read your backstory Endofline and man, just keep reading and posting and taking care of you.
One day, you will get so sick of him in your head and taking up your heart and soul. It may not be tomorrow but keep working on YOU and you will get there.
I never thought I would ... and was almost at the point of contemplating suicide when I realized that I was ruining a perfectly wonderful person (me) over someone who cared more about drugs and alcohol ... It was insane and I got off the train!
My soon to be ex is still using I think but I don't worry, fret or pine for
him anymore --- I really like my life so much better now --- Still sucky hiccups but better
Big hugs k...?