Not having time of my life!
I am struggling so much. Here I am laying with my sick 4 yr old daughter while my separated AH is just doing whatever he pleases. He can just freaking walk out on me in every way....walk out on his responsibilities, walk out on us when we need him. I am so angry with him. He is so selfish and my kids and I are paying. Is this really Gods plan for me to suffer like this and struggle to get through everyday and cry once my kids fall asleep? How is it fair that there he sleeps in his motel room probably drinking w.his little enabling mistress! I am left, abandoned...I went to an Alanon meeting tonight and it just made me even more resentful of him. I cry every day like a baby while he has no cares...You can only push someone so far before they break!