Why did I answer the phone?
AH just called to ask me a question about his cell phone and I started crying. He said I've ruined everything by checking his account, and how do I know he's even been drinking the last few days. He yelled at me and said he's sick of me, I'm an idiot, and he can't stand me, and to leave him alone. I feel so broken right now. Like I don't even know that cruel person. How on earth can he treat me this way? I have to file the divorce paperwork. Why am I so sad? I feel like my heart is being ripped out.