Originally Posted by
DONUT 
...p.s. have not been to AA because i can't really get out the house so this is my quasi AA meeting
Thanks again
D
I think we have found the problem.
DONUT, you have done , IMHO, everything possible except what is specifically required.
I remember thinking in an anxiety attack when I thought I was going to die "I am going to go to the AA meeting and if I die it won't be on the floor of the pub... it will be on the floor of AA with God"
Well... I didn't die and as a matter of fact I never had those anxiety attacks much either after that. And I've been sober for nearly 23 years.
"I have support from a crisis team, psychiatrist, dietician and some friends "
If you can see them you can get to a meeting.
I wish you the best. You're thinking is just like mine was... I just couldn't face the truth.
Bob R (in the colonies)