Thanks Dalek. I hadn't looked at it like that. And yes I have made a big plan. So you are very right about me being a TeeTotaller.
Infact I decided to never drink again before I had heard of AVRT and the big plan.
That's how I found it. I was googling for "I will never drink again".
Most things I seen said one day at a time. Or I will not drink today. And I thought if I had a husband who said I will not cheat on you today how would I feel. In comparison to I will never cheat on you. Its a rather powerful difference.