DON'T DO IT!! You are in that honeymoon period where you think just a couple won't hurt. But you know that it will. One prescription will lead you back down that road... and you know it!!! Be strong, please don't do it. It isn't worth it... your family, husband, child. Don't break that trust that you are working so hard to rebuild. You will get through this, just keep yourself busy and the craving will pass.
I have faith in you!!