what's more to say?
I love alcohol or, more specifically, I love it until I hate it. Once upon a time it calmed me down but that seems like a billion years ago. Now, I'm through the roof when I drink. WHO DOES THAT?!
My da is dying from complications related to alcoholism so I should have been more vigilent when I started imbiding. My boyfriend hates my drinking so I do it when he's not around, not that he's so stupid as to be unaware why I'm so rushed to leave on Sunday evenings.
Anybooze, I ended up in the Psych ER last Sunday after a less than fabulous evening of crappy wine. Like I said, alcohol makes me incredibly hyper. I've been referred to an addiction specialist as well as an adult (when did that happen?) psychiatric clinic. Here's hoping.
No AA this time. I went 4 months with....that and it was one of the worst experiences of my life. I'm not joking. I've talked with my rabbi about my drinking and she was less than surprised that I had difficulty with "The Rooms." If it works for y'all, right on, but please save the AA preaching.
Any support would be great.