Originally Posted by
RobbyRobot 
Think quality before quantity. This motto has always served me well.
This is how I view it. You can force yourself to go to meetings, because you think you should, but if you're not doing it for the right reason, you won't get anything out of it.
However at 45 days, you might need to force yourself a little bit more, as from your post, you're not going to any.