So tomorrow starts the cleaniness.. he has already told me tomorrow starts the ickiness but he is happy that it starts but he warned me about the throwing up and not feeling good I thought he was already clean but I lied it stats tomorrow actually it has started tonight we are having and early night... I'm depressed and sad and scared for what's ahead of me... idk what to do... I'm gunna try to go to a meeting tomorrow but the neext one I found is on Tuesday... I can't express hbow scared I am..