Dont know if this helps; i did a ggogle search on mental health support in my community and found a great "drop in center" funded by the United Way. They are practically a secret. I go several times a week for the day and it keeps me out of social isolation, made a couple of friends and starting running art therapy groups as a volunteer. Perhaps you can find something like that in your community. Most medium size cities have one in some form or another and i come from a small one. Just a suggestion- i just had to have the kahunas to go- i was desparate for a change and willing to go to any lengths. I wish you the best.