Hang in there life's going to get better and manageable if you stay clean and try to do the next right thing, whatever that is for mycoolfitz. And I feel your pain on the debt thing, it really adds a lot of unwanted fear to our lives because for me at least I become worried that I'll have to lose all my possessions or become homeless or something. But then I remind myself that if I stay clean, am willing to put in work and try to do the next best thing, God will do the rest and I'll survive to live on and see happier days.