Thanks everyone,
Your acknowledgement means a lot to me. Yes Carol this is the most important birthday, this is when life began for me.
I went to a meeting this morning and I couldn't stop crying, , it was a good meeting lots of lovely people there, got my chip and some hugs went for coffee after.
I feel cared for and loved. (sniff sniff).
I feel emotionally tired but happy.
Thankyou so much everyone for being here for me, I will make the effort to get to meetings in future.
Love
CaiHong