hanks - he woke up and acted as if nothing happened. I said my piece. He then began crying saying he was going to miss me and that's why he'd drunk. When he went to hug me, and clearly I didn't want to hug him, he said i'd never wanted him to get close to me during our relationship???
I suggest no contact. No conversations, text messages, e-mail. Sever the ties. Do this for yourself because otherwise you can wind up with him 24/7 in your head. You're thinking about him while he's thinking about booze. You're doing great, this is one of the hardest things one can do in life.