Originally Posted by
forabetterlife 
So why do I allow one person, to bring me down and let me fall into these lows?
I've wondered the same thing before. With me it was my husband. I thought he was the person who was making me so down. Little did I realize it was the booze. I tried everything. I remember seeing a therapist hoping that person could show me the way. Of course I wasn't very upfront about my drinking, so the therapy went nowhere. I hope you find your way. For me, stopping drinking clarified my feelings a lot, and now I find my husband to be much more loving and open than before.