I don't feel like I've been dragging it out. And yes, I really do need to move. Like I said, I just finished grad school and I live in a small college town where there are no opportunities to work within my degree.
I just don't want to take on more than I can chew at this point. I'm in a place right now where every day is pretty hard. I'm just not sure that looking at everything that is wrong is the right thing to do RIGHT now. But I don't know. I will talk to my sponsor about it. We talked yesterday and she said, "just keep working step three"....and following thru on the commitments I made in step three. Praying, reaching out even when I don't feel like it, going to meetings even when I don't feel like it, not drinking, etc.
I guess this whole process is to help me get back in touch with myself, and rely on my higher power. Maybe I should listen to myself, and ask my HP for guidance.