Originally Posted by
sark 
Thanks again to all for the encouragment. I really feel like crap today. Now i will have to face some of my sober friends today. Its gonna suck. I feel like such an idiot. Will go to a meeting and start over again...I cant wait till the day i say i have 1 month or 1 year.
You'll get there...Don't worry about facing your friends...You won't be the first one to go through this...They understand...We're alkies sark...Drinking is what we do. You learn from it and move forward...The good news is you didn't go out for six months or a year to figure out it doesn't work for you...Some people never make it back.