Hi Bulldawger, welcome to SR.
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Bulldawger 
I haven't found anything that I feel is right for me. I really should try to get to AA, but I don't believe in the whole higher power thing, so I am not sure it would really help
I once had difficult with the whole Higher Power thing in AA. As a secular type, I thought the mystical spirituality of AA's 12-Step program wasn't for me. Then I came across people like myself that are agnostic/atheist and AA members. They have found how have lasting sobriety by working the 12-Step program. Below are some links to how they did it.
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Bulldawger Thank you everyone! I am so glad I found this place, it has provided me with an immeasurable amount of support.
SR is a great place for support and kinda recovery program in of it self, as some members have recovered from addiction by using SR as a main means for their sobriety. SR has helped me connect to some very inspiring people. That has been a huge help to me.
Keep up the progress to a life free from the influence of alcohol/drugs...you can do it!