Proud of you! You'll go through many phases. Don't be disappointed if things seem at a standstill sometimes. You are healing and growing - getting to know yourself again. It all feels very raw in the beginning - but getting numb never helped resolve anything. Now we know that, we can face up to things without falling back on alcohol.
Wonderful job on 2 weeks sober! I remember your first day here - you sound so much better, even if you don't feel wonderful quite yet.