I hear ya Sapling. I've been to AA, I even liked AA but working part time and life with an active 2 yr old is hectic and heading out at 8 every evening is the last thing I want to do! I know I have to now tho. I guess I wanted to be able to just do it myself. Wanted to see if 2 months sober would fix me and give me more control over my drinking. Dumb alcy thinking huh.
It's past 10pm here now, everyone is gone and I didn't drink. Totally enjoyed the evening and only missed booze for the first half hour. Home tomorrow and that's the end of holidays till next year. Head down, bum up now! Time to get serious and really accept I can't drink EVER! And I'll get my bum to AA often!
Cheers (can I still say cheers)
