Tallguy

So, I've been drinking pretty much every night for the past 3 years. I never thought it was ever a problem because I was in college, and young. I was 19 at the time and now I'm 21. Since then, I have dropped out of school, I have no car, no girlfriend, and no job.

I need to stop drinking. It has made me care less and less about everything around me, which is why I am losing everything around me. I'm on day 2, I've never made a commitment to stop drinking before, I didn't even think I was an alcoholic until recently, I'm not even sure why. But I will keep to not drinking, and hopefully things can only get better. And also, no one has any idea I'm an alcoholic, friends just think I'm lazy and that I've changed. I had been drinking alone weekdays and parties on weekends.

First time ever even talking about being an alcoholic. I plan to attend AA, it's in my college town so may be difficult.

Thanks everyone.