@ artsoul
I remember hearing all of the horror stories with people who went back out and then found sobriety again. I remember thinking to myself that I was not going to be that person. I was not going to be the sober one that became intoxicated!! I thought that i would adhere to a program for the rest of my life. I thought all kinds of great wonderful things. Then, one day, I thought differently.
Isn't there something about keeping your head out of it? Or not letting your head get in the way??
It all boils down to the fact that I, Patrisha am a Alcoholic. I will always be a alcoholic. I can either get a daily reprieve or I can live in a hell that i created. I am not willing to look back on my life and see that I never fought for anything. I am worth fighting for.
Artsoul there is hope for us all. Thank you.
