Originally Posted by
Duke10 I know it all takes time and I have read so many posts of people who have been sober for 6 months or years and their lives are beautiful. I guess I am stupid because I really thought I would feel so much better after I got through the withdrawal. Not much. I still do not bring money or my debit card any where without my wife for fear I will drink. Pretty sad.
Not sad at all, very necessary and I'm glad you are aware of it.
Recovery is an ongoing process, not a "cure".
I like this video (
4 Seasons of Recovery - YouTube ).
I can identify with it over the years. Perhaps it will help you.
All the best.
Bob R
(ps I can tell you my life is all hunky-dorey after 22 years and I'd be lying like a rug)