Hold on! I know sometimes it is so much easier to say then to actually do. But, I am so proud of you... and I am going to message you my phone number. If you ever want to talk. Call anytime day or night. It sometimes helps just to have another voice on the other end of the line. I am almost 6 months sober and I could not have done it without the help of someone else who picked up the phone at my lowest point.
Saliena