welcome back akazia
I'm really sorry for your cancer news - I hope you'll soon be able to say you have the all clear
I know times like this are frightening - but I'm not sure drinking helps - the fear is still then when you sober up - and you have all the other consequences to deal with as well....
& it's ironic really - at the very time we should be taking the best care of our health, we give our body a beating...
I'm really glad you're back - I hope you can make this a turning point
You'll find a ton of support here
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