Thanks Daytrader................I could/should have gone to an AA meeting tonight....was planning on it......
Not sure the issue....when I go to AA (or my outpatient group meetings) I feel great and strong...........I live in Minneapolis and am gay and the amount of gay AA meetings daily is enormous......I have NO EXCUSE for not going to at least one meeting a day, especially since my boss told me to leave work for two weeks to get sober........................
Damn I hate this........no use talking anymore....I'm drunk.....I don't listen to my drunk self anymore (or at least I'm trying not too).......glass of water, aspirin, and bed.