Something has to break before I do.
The last Tuesday I was having seriously suicide thoughts
I know the feeling. AA helped more than I could really describe. My life has changed as has my outlook on most of the rest of the world. I have my bad days....and things kick my butt from time to time but it's NOTHING like it used to be.
It's definitely worth checking into
(FWIW, I wasn't always an AA cheerleader...lol. I HATED it before I got there and for several months of meetings. That changed pretty quickly once I got more engaged in the recovery process than just doing to meetings.