First relapse....now what????
Ugh.....11 days.....
Broke down, but some Bacardi. I'm drunk now, but it doesn't feel the same. I'm ashamed and I know when I wake up I'll be extremely mad at myself......yet I'm the one that bought it, made it, and drank it.
This is what I was afraid of. Now I get to tell my outpatient group that I had a relapse..........how and the hell does anyone stay sober? I was doing so well but the cravings just killed me.............
Good news, only had 4 drinks, and I'm going to bed. This won't be a weekend long binge like it used to be.....I'm done and ready for some sleep.
Donnylutz