Sometimes you have to do things on your own, it sounds really hard when you're newly sober.... I remember having to clean out my house... Booze hidden everywhere imaginable. Empties that were weeks old. It was hard but I had to do it on my own, I was so embarrassed it made me feel like drinking just to get rid of that feeling. Your best bet is to walk in, open up all the windows and get to cleaning, don't stop to think about it, dont play any music that you used to drink to, don't do anything that you used to. Just clean it all up and throw it all out. Don't give yourself a chance to relapse. Goodluck, you can do this!